hey!!! I'm at omar's party & I'm having so much fun. we played a lot of sports that r my fav. but its freakin cold here. I'm so cold that ppl r callin me ashley the red nose reindeer. and I'm happy about it. lol. no ones goin 2 the pool rite now becuz its so cold. but omar said that he's goin 2 go in. If ppl go in & have a lot of fun then ima go in. well g2g becuz I'm busy havin fun. well its fun here becuz of loren. loren is so fun & funny. lol

well i guess dat danzel went on vacation becuz like benny texted me and he said that when he passed by danzel's house...the lights were pitch black...i wonder when he's comin back??? well i got used 2 not talkin 2 danzel on the phone...it's really weird..but i still luv him wit all my heart...but whenever i dont talk 2 him i feel all lonely inside...i just try 2 cheer myself up wit anything possible...well 2day is New Year's Day!!! im not that ready 4 new years becuz its a new start...plus its the last year of me being at Edgewood Academy...im so sad...i dont want 2 leave no 1...especially my bestest friends and my boyfriend danzel...i would cry everyday....becuz i already have the perfect friends and nobody can replace them...I LUV U GUYS!!!!!

Current Mood: lonely

Danzel hasnt called yet and im worried...i mean i really really miss him so much...i dont kno wut i'll do wit out him...i cant sleep..i cant think..i cant eat...i stayed up all day and all nite thinkin of him...every luv song that plays especially "I wanna Love u" by Snoop Dogg Feat. Akon (If ur my friend then u kno y)i cry and i think about him...im always lookin at my phone seein if he called already but he hasn't...i want 2 c him so badly and i want 2 talk 2 him so badly

Current Mood: worried